A few questions????

Why is it that even though you know you are not alone, you know there are people you can lean on, hug, talk to, ect yet for some reason you feel completely abandoned and isolated, you feel no one will hug you, no one loves you and God? Well he is far far away; you are unworthy of his love and care? And even though you know that all you have to do is make one call and you can have a hug, all you have to do is call someone and they would talk for hours to you, and most of all you know god loves you and is always by your side you still have that feeling…

Why is it that you have everything you want? A group of the best friends ever, a close relationship to god, the internet, and iPod, a computer of your own, clothes galore, money galore and yet the one thing in the world you want but cant buy you cant have…..

Have you ever done anything you regret so deeply that it is killing you inside? You know it can’t be fixed, its way too late. You know it’s not your fault it couldn’t have been and yet still inside you feel disgusting, almost dirty even though you couldn’t stop it, you tried, it didn’t work?

Why is it that something that hurts you so deeply both physically and emotionally can wake you up inside?

The right thing... Right?

Why is it that even though we know we should and we know its the right thing it still hurt soooooo much? Can that be explained? I will explain why i ask that...

Well within the last week i have lost my two brothers, two close friends and my best friend..... Why? Because my family have been fighting like crazee and now my parents have disowned my brothers... the two close friends? well that is because my brothers girlfriends i had grown close too, now their gone...

And my best friend, those who know me also know that i have been struggling with this issue with Michelle. Well last night it took its last turn... I had a really long talk with god and i really thought about everything, i though about why i was hurting? Why was she hurting? What caused us to fight? Was it worth the end of a friendship? Did it hurt that much? Is it forgivable, and unfortunately for her the answers weren’t in her favor...

So then thus this blog what can you do when you feel so guilty but its a situation that cant be fixed? When you feel like you whole life just got torn in half.

You can’t see your brothers; you can’t see your friends?? What’s left?

Why is it that the wrong thing makes you feel better than the right thing? And the right thing hurts so much more?

Its unexplainable i think....

My Queiry....

Hello everyone,

I have come to a rather depressing realization,
I am a member of the Salvation Army, migrating from Macleod to greensy but anyhow, I know a lot of the girls fairly well and it shocks me to know how many girls go to church and don’t listen and don’t care. It seems as though some people go to socialize, i have nothing against these girls i still love them oh so much. But just a week ago i was talking to someone and they told m that they wrote a 'fake prayer' could someone explain to me how a prayer can be fake? I see my prayers as my conversation with my lord, how is that fake? How can that be fake??

I don’t know but it just seems to get to me those who say they have a relationship with god and say that they are his child but really they care nothing for him and have nothing to do with him. I know these people.

I am not referring to those who go to church to socialize but don’t tell people that they are Christians; i understand that not everyone in this world is a Christian i get that, but a fake prayer? Now that i doesn’t get....

Something that all should believe and know is that god loves you, and remember to...Keep your eyes on Jesus.He has plans for your life. Plans that are possibly not even on your radar. Romans 5:8.

Introducing Me

Well this is a basic introducing me and why i have this blog...
Well, my name is Talia, i am 16 and i get bored often. I always want to chat but not always people online.
Well this blog is about me and what is going on in my life now.
I will also have updates of what friends i love and all that that is just me...