A few questions????

Why is it that even though you know you are not alone, you know there are people you can lean on, hug, talk to, ect yet for some reason you feel completely abandoned and isolated, you feel no one will hug you, no one loves you and God? Well he is far far away; you are unworthy of his love and care? And even though you know that all you have to do is make one call and you can have a hug, all you have to do is call someone and they would talk for hours to you, and most of all you know god loves you and is always by your side you still have that feeling…

Why is it that you have everything you want? A group of the best friends ever, a close relationship to god, the internet, and iPod, a computer of your own, clothes galore, money galore and yet the one thing in the world you want but cant buy you cant have…..

Have you ever done anything you regret so deeply that it is killing you inside? You know it can’t be fixed, its way too late. You know it’s not your fault it couldn’t have been and yet still inside you feel disgusting, almost dirty even though you couldn’t stop it, you tried, it didn’t work?

Why is it that something that hurts you so deeply both physically and emotionally can wake you up inside?