Hmmmmmm
Maybe she is dying? Maybe deep down she is hurting, that maybe she was cracking, soon to be beyond repair?
This girl is far from happy, far from joyous, instead I see her as a dark, depressed, miserable and lonely girl, this is only recently since she began to feel completely rejected from her parents, she began to realize how alone she really is!
This girl is falling with no-one to catch her, this girl is surrounded by a thick mist, a mist she cant get through, a mist that is assisted by doubt, uncertainties, regret, hatred, lonliness, this girl is overwhelmed and hurt...
How can people beleive she is calm?
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Maybe she is dying maybe she is hurt but as the one whom hurts her most I have no idea how she feels she will not tell me or answer my questions..........her parent I never kicked her out, I to;d her to stay and not leave many times, she begged me to let her go from the house and people in it that she hated soo much the words still ringing in my ears after 2 long painful weeks she is not the only one in pain but she is the only one who can change the situation as she holds all the cards and we as parents have no rites to her once she turned 16 she has a roof and money and we have no say at all......as far as my blog it is the only way you know how i feel like it or not i have no one else to talk to about my pain I dont get to go out every day and see people.....eva.... not your problem.... no but this is my only escape you want me to stop this too I will, wat eva you want??????????????????? No one knows?
GOD IS THERE TO CATCH YOU, HE IS THERE BY UR SIDE, HE IS CARRYING U RIGHT NOW AND HOLDING U. HE'S WEEPING WITH U, HE WILL NEVER LEAVE U.
i know ur proberly thinking u dont wanna hear that right now but believe it. he is there for u, i know because since u have been free u have been so much more at ease. i have never seen u like this before. im glad that god placed u into my life cos since then u have taught me so much since u gave me the pleasure of being ur mentor. i love u to pieces and i will always be there for u. But as im human there will be times where u do feel lonely, i want u to look to him, he has given u the light, use it.
when ever u feel down which might be alot of times, put some worship music on and read the bible or just sit down and listen for gods voice cos he is there waiting for u to take time for him.
He loves u so much and have faith in him which is hard to know but ive been through the stage where i hated everything cos what happened (think i have told u, most) and looking back i wish someone told me what im telling u now. please take the time to listen for him.
HE LOVES YOU MORE THAN U CAN MEASURE XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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